YAAD

Raat aadhi
kheench kar meri hatheli
Ek ungli se likha tha.....
"pyaar "; tumne...

Faasla tha kuchh hamare bistaron mein
aur charon or duniya so rahi thi
Tarikayen hi gagan ki jaanti hai
Jo dasha dil ki tumhare ho rahi thi

main tumhare paas hokar door tumse
Adh-jaga sa aur adh-soya sa....

Raat aankhon mein kati
Na tum soyi..
Na main Jaga..

Tumhare ush kaampate badan ki sirhan...
ush najuk se sparsh ki kampan..
tumhaari sanson ka wo shor..
adharon ki chanchal Si muskan..
tumhaari awaaz ki wo laraz..
dil ki baichaini..

hawa ki thandak..
kambal ki garmi..
chaand ki snigdh dhaval chandani..
dOOOOr kahin se aati wo halki diye ki roshni..
jo apne hone ka ehsaas maatra hi kara paati thi..
taaron ki tim-tim..

aatm se dOOr do aatma..
brahm se pare..Par Bhahma ke kareeb..
nashvarta se un-bhigya..par saTya ka sansarg..
karm ke saaraNsh se dOOr..
sWayaM.. aur pAraM..
Gyaan ki seema jahaan baDha na bane..

PREM!!
dO dilon ka milan..
dO shariron ka milan..
dO anant ajar amar aatmaon ka milan..

waqt beeta..beetna hi tha..
par WO WAQT nahin..

PYAAR ki woh lakeeren..
Ab tak meri hatheli pe hain...
Waqt ki dhool maine unpe jamne na di..

Chaand ko dekh tumhari muskaan yaad aati hai...
Tumhare unn masoom honthon ki chhuhan yaad aati hai...

Abb raha hi kya jeevan mein..
Bas main.. Aur tumhari woh unchhui se yaaden...

( Initial lines are not originally mine....)

Bas ek kahani...

Arsa hua purane sahar mein aaye. 10 saal hue honge jab aakhiri baar in galiyon ko dekha tha. Shaadi ke baad pehli baar hi aa payi hoon. Sab badla sa hai. College ke din yaad aa gaye. Girls' Hostel pahunchi to sab aankho ke saamne ghoom gaya.. woh college ki masti..woh dhoom...sab aaj bhi dil mein waisa ka waisa hai. Warden se pata chala ki meri sabse acchi dost bhi aajkal isi sahar mein rah rahi hai. Khushi ka to koi thikana na tha.
Address pata kar ke jaldi se uske ghar pahunchi. Mann jaise jhoom utha. Jamane baad kisi se itni khul ke baatein ki. Beeta waqt jaise aankhin ke saamne aa gaya ho.
Achanak "uski" yaad aayi. Meri dost hamari mediator hua karti thi. "Woh kahaan hai aajkal? Kya kar raha hai? Unn dinon mein to sabse brilliant hua karta tha na. lagta hai Jaise sadiyon purani baat ho." " Are tumko pata nahin? Kaafi saalon tak yahin galiyon mein mara-mara firta raha. Pagal-sa ho gaya tha. Pichhle kuchh saalon se to kisi ko pata bhi nahin ki kahaan gaya."
Dil kahin kho gaya. "Tumhare bina kaise ji paoongi? Kaise rahoongi main tumahare bina?" Jaise aankhon mein sagar samaya ho. saari duniya ko kosate do dil ek doosre se lipate the. "Shayad bhagwan ne yahi likha tha hamari taqdeer mein. Tum apna khayal rakhna. Aur roz raat ko "wo" chand dekhna. Woh tumhen mere kareeb le aayega."
Aaj main ek mahanagar ke bade se flat mein rehti hoon. Duniya ki bhag daud me jaane kab "wo" chand nikalata hai...kab doob jata hai; hunh ; khabar hi nahin hoti. Shayad chand mein daag meri hi vajah se hai.

Nafrat

Nafrat ki ho gayi jeet, jagat re khushi manao;
Lo haar gayi meri preet, Jagat re khushi manao...

Tinka-tinka jod ke maine, rishta ek sajaya...
Rishte mein padi darar, jagat re khushi manao....

Prem ke do aakhar ko maine, dil me mere basaya...
Par dil hi gaya mera toot, jagat re khushi manao...

Chanda-taare dekh ke maine, ragini ek banayi...
Sur, par saje "virag", jagat re khushi manao...

Meri Khudai

mein mere gusse pe fida rehta hoon.
Ish jamane se khafa rehta hoon.
Mujhese milna hai to tenhaai mein mil.
Tenhaai mein mein khuda rehta hoon.


Wats perfect???How can u say wat is wrong n wats right....
It depends...on ur definition...every thought...everything is right...

KYON

Ek dhalti shaam; samandar ka kinara....
Thandi hawa ka jhonka barbas mere kaan ke paas se nikal sa jaata hai...
Main chaunk jaata hoon...
Kuchh kahna chahta tha kya??


Lekin ye to aaj pehli baar nahin hua hai..
Main sadiyon se isi samandar ke kinare baitha hoon....
Kisi saathi ki khoj; ya saathi ki pyaas??
Huhhh....Milon lamba waqt gujarne ke baad;
Abhi bhi sawaal...KYON???


Anjaan sa kaafila;
Gujarata rahta hai paas se...
Kuchh jaane, kuchh anjaane...
Anjaanon ko jaanane ki chah;
Jaanon ki milne ki tamanna;


Ek muskaan bikhri hai honthon pe?!
Aah...Main khud nahin samajh pa raha ki KYON?
Barbas ki kisi ka chehra aankhon mein ghul jaata hai...
Muskaan mein Mann ki shaanti chhalak padti hai...

Anjaan se milne ki aarjoo;
Aatm-vanchana ( Deceiving yourself ) ka paritosh (happiness);
Kshan (A moment ) bhar ki khushi...
Pani ka bulbula....
Par mushkan to hai honthon pe..

Fir wohi sawal...
Aahh...ye anjan kaun hai?
Haaa...sab koi to anjaan hain...
Main "khud" se anjaan..
"Khud" mujh se anjaan..

Kaarwan bahut bada lagata hai ish baar;
Khushi hogi agar ki kisi ke pair ke nishaan reth pe choote to..
Saamne ke samandar mein itna josh bhi nahin lag raha..
Ki itni door tak laharen pahuncha de...

Par reth ke nishaan to waqt mita dega...
Par dil pe nishaan??


Dil????
Ye kya hai?
Mera astitva ka doosra panna?
Ya mere vajood ka antim chhor?

Mann ka attahaas...

Mann???
Ye kya hai?
Dil ka saathi?
Ya dushman?

Inhi prashnon ko lekar to aaya tha yahaan..
Par aaj bhi wohin hai sab kuchh..
Kuchh nahin badla..
Badla mere dekhne ka nazaria?
Nahin to..

Haan par badli ek cheez..
Logon ke dikhane ka nazaria..
Logon ke saamne pesh aane ka tareeka..

Haan ye badla..
Ya badlana pada..
Khair...Par badla..
Jaroori tha..

Ye dil aur mann ki ladai mein jeet khushi ki hui...

Doosron ki khushi ne mazboor kiya..
Badla maine khud ko...
Ya "khud" ke ek hisse ko..

Koi baat nahin...badlna to ek bham maatra hai..
Badlta kuchh bhi nahin..
Waqt hi shashvat hai...Ananth hai....

Shabd jadoo hai..
ish jadoo ne bandha hai mujhe..

Par kahaan...
Bandhna main khud hi chahta tha...
Jab mera "khud" ye soch sakta hai ki main bandha hoon..
To bandhit kahaan...

Ish bandhan ko todna mushqil nahin..
Par todna chahta nahin..

"KYON?!"... "KHUSHI" ki meri apni paribhasha(definition) hai hai;apni kahaani hai...

khushi....

kal khushi mili
jaldi mein thi..ruki nahi.....

(not originally mine)...

chal koi nahin.....
tu nahin...teri yaad sahi....

(KGPian ne likha hai bhai...)...

usne kaha...ab to sapne mein hi miloongi....
kah do wada kar le....
hum jindagi bhar ke liye so jayenge...

लोग कहते हैं
वक़्त हर ज़ख़्म भर देता है
तुम भी लोगों की कही बातों में आ जाती हो
इक लम्हे क लिए मुज़हमहील हो कर सोचती होगी
शायद मेरे बचपन का वो साथी वही पागल
वो भी अब भूल गया होगा मुझे
लोग कहते हैं की
धीरे धीरे वक़्त हर ज़ख़्म को भर देता है
बेसबब अपनी जफ़ाओं पर पशेमा ना हो
लोग कहते हैं
मगर ऐसा होता तो नही

You are always wid me....forever....

My first

see...its my first post.I dont know wat kind of crap people write in their blogs coz i havent read any.One thing i wud like to mention.people weak at Hindi should not read my blog as I am not strong at English so hopefully my blog will be in hindi.
See wat kind of joy is this blog.